Oftentimes these days I feel pretty good, but then moments of overwhelming emotion hit me and I can't stand up, I can't breathe, and I can't seem to stop the tears from coming even if I try.
I just feel so broken and hurt and like I'm apt to screw up everything good that comes my way. I'm starting to understand how much of myself I gave up with my ex. I let go of my dreams, of me, and I sacrificed and changed how my life was going to turn out. Now I have no idea which direction to go.
I keep running and I keep writing and most times I find strength in who I am, but then there are moments when I am shattered and feel so rejected.
13 years ago
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Just keep moving on. Pretty soon, it will hurt just a little bit less, and then one day the hurt will be gone and something great will take its place. Your writing is a great way to get rid of it, and it is awesome. I wish I could write like that.
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