3 Thoughts on a Friday

Finally... Friday. An end to this looooooong week. Actually, it wasn't that long. A few days I felt like I had lost my head but a few others, such as yesterday, felt a week long in them self.

1. I can actually sleep in this weekend. I'm not sure if I will but I do have the chance. And I'm going to my parents' Saturday. AND I get to see my best friend, her husband, and her new son on Sunday. I cannot wait for that. After such an emotional week about babies I get to spend time with one and hopefully remember why I'm not ready for one yet. I'm still excited. I'll probably fall madly in love with him the minute I hold him.

2.I keep wondering what exactly it takes to get over someone. To move on, to move forward, to be able to see something that reminds you of them and not cry. To not hurt when you unexpectedly see that person or get a call or email from them. How do you fix you heart so that it doesn't shatter again every time that person comes around? How do you move on from years of love? D0es it happen suddenly or is it one of those long, drawn out processes that just slowly lets up everyday? I believe it's different for everybody but I don't think it's impossible. I have my bad days, as evident by my posts, but then I have days like today where I wonder if I even do love him anymore. I feel like today I can move on and maybe even prepare my heart to give away again, someday. I know that for me, all I need is a little hope, coffee, and running.

3. That's going to be the title of my memoir.

Have a beautiful day everyone! (ps... good luck with the wedding photography Jessi!)